friendships

its sad to know that you formed a perfect friendship.

you want to be happy for them

they drift away and get so caught up with their own life

their own relationships

that you dont have a place in their life anymore

and that theyve drifted so far

enough to make you

let 

go

and 

stop

trying

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sad feeling

my thoughts right now

im just guna go on a rant…

id like to say that i hate how he has the ability to make me feel like i need him. 

im not patient at all.

i refuse to be an option

i refuse to “try and win him”

i hate that when im not around him i feel lost and instantly sad.

i hate that i fell for him

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but i know that things just dont feel RIGHT anymore